268:53 · 10 clips · alcohol, dating, drugs, faith, food, health
People who shared what they're walking through — tap to hear their moment.
Katie is asking for clarity and help finding a way through money stress.
Lola is asking for prayers for her parents.
Little Squo had a slip-up after 45 days of progress and is being lifted up in prayer.
Lola is asking for overall healing.
Dan is praying for people to have more kindness and peace.
Christian says the last couple of years have felt like a rollercoaster while navigating work and life changes.
Barclay shares that he uses music when he is dealing with anxiety or stress.
Barclay is seeking spiritual healing and admits he feels afraid about what the process may feel like.
Barclay is grieving his father's death after a COVID hospitalization, including the pain of being unable to visit and losing someone he describes as his best friend.
Barclay says COVID badly disrupted his photography work and forced him to cancel many weddings.
Barclay shares that his marriage recently ended and he signed divorce papers six weeks earlier.
Barclay shares his sobriety date and describes fear and isolation during COVID that nearly led him back toward alcohol.
Barclay describes investing heavily in a mental health and addiction platform, then being removed from his own company just before launch.
Barclay talks about being dyslexic and on the spectrum while explaining why he saw himself more as the idea person than the CEO.
Barclay says the last five years have been so overwhelming that he does not remember much of them, while still holding onto sobriety.
Barclay says after losing everything, his in-laws blamed him and used inheritance money as pressure around his marriage.
Barclay shares regret and pain that business delays and funding decisions overlapped with his wife asking for divorce.
Kristen shares that she is struggling with her 17-year-old son not coming home and is trying to surrender the burden to God while longing to see him.
Kirsten shared a tender but stressful parenting moment with her 17-year-old son, recognizing how easily it could have become conflict and feeling grateful it became a moment of connection.
Kirsten said she sometimes feels overwhelmed by spiritual warfare and that her sons have had to live through difficult experiences connected to what she has been facing.
Kirsten described a long spiritual journey since 2017 that has felt difficult for others to understand and deeply intense for her.
Barth shared about a severe alcohol addiction crisis, disappearing from his family, fearing he would lose everything, and entering the ER to detox and begin recovery.
Kirsten described job instability and distress after starting a new job where communication about her hours became confusing and upsetting.
Kirsten said there was a period when everything in her life felt like it was falling apart, and she tried to create a positive experience for her boys.
Dawn shared that she is a mother with a disabled child, works part time in healthcare, and is still working on understanding herself and standing on her own.
Dawn said talking online can feel like an outlet when she feels unheard elsewhere, while still wanting to keep parts of her life private.
Bailey shared gratitude for a friend’s support while acknowledging she has not always been ready to take opportunities and is working on speaking in front of people.
Johnny shared that seeing his ex’s new partner on Facebook was painful enough that he had to stop looking at social media.
An anonymous speaker said they were in Oklahoma and their truck would not make it to where they needed to go.
Dustin says he had been in a difficult place but is trying to regain a more positive outlook after repeated hardships.
Dustin shares that he has lost everything multiple times, including when a tornado destroyed his trailer.
Dustin says he was kicked out of a motel and not allowed back in to retrieve his belongings or his hamster.
Dustin explains that he works on the road, has no stable home base, and struggles because he does not have an ID.
Dustin shares that a coworker punched him and that he has been attacked multiple times while working on the road.
Dustin says getting replacement documents is difficult while traveling, and he feels unable to trust others with receiving them for him.
Dustin expresses a painful sense of resignation that he will keep losing everything and being hurt.
Bart reflects on his past heavy drinking and the loneliness and mental strain of living out of hotels while on the road.
Dustin shares that after losing his house when his ex-wife left, he moved into a trailer that was later destroyed by a tornado.
Baxter shares that he is doing DoorDash but is struggling with fuel costs because his truck uses a lot of gas.
Bart shares that he hit a major setback, moved into his parents' attic, and has worked his way back toward stability.
Bart says quitting severe daily alcohol use was key to changing his life and reaching his potential.
Baxter shares deep despair, wondering how his family would cope if they lost him and saying he just wants to go to sleep rather than keep struggling to live.
Barth shares about quitting drinking, the danger and shame of his past alcohol use, and how helping others has become part of his recovery despite personal costs including divorce.
Chelsea reflects as someone who understands heavy addiction and says she did not have people planting seeds of hope into her when she needed it.
Monica shares that her late brother struggled with drugs from a young age, deeply affecting her family and shaping her compassion for people in addiction and homelessness.
Jen shares her long-term sobriety from heroin and meth, her years since prison, ongoing insomnia, depression and PTSD, and the painful loss of her brother to suicide followed by her mother’s death.
Danny shares that he lost his son, his wife left after 43 years of marriage, he lives with a form of muscular dystrophy on disability income, and he fears losing his vehicle, home, and stability.
Catherine shares that she lost her 19-year-old daughter and also lost her spouse, connecting with Danny through similar grief.
Catherine describes the overwhelming aftermath of her daughter’s death, including being medicated and struggling through funeral decisions, and explains how her daughter’s foundation now helps other parents after suicide loss.
Katie shared that she lost her daughter to suicide, faced cruel public comments afterward, and now privately supports grieving families while living with severe trauma triggers.
Scott described being overwhelmed by grief, divorce, rural isolation, and the possibility of losing his home while waiting on a long support list.
Scott shared the daily pain of his son Zach's absence at family moments and said he is struggling to function and sleep.
Maven shared that she lost her young son Eric and now helps her daughter Messina know and remember the brother she never met.
Monica shared that she lost many close family members, including her parents and siblings, and is learning how to keep walking forward with their memories.
Anita shared that her toddler son Matthew was killed by a drunk driver, and that she continues to live with that loss decades later while also grieving many other family losses.
Maddie shared that she had a miscarriage and has also endured the traumatic deaths of her fiancé, mother, and brother.
Anita said she had no one with her when she lost her son and prayed that Scott would be given someone supportive to walk with him.
Scott shared a photo of his youngest son Zachariah and said Zachariah was 33 when he died.
Taylor offered a public prayer asking God to bless the families with guidance, comfort, strength, and healing through Jesus Christ.
Scott explicitly asked for prayer for sleep after days and nights of very little rest, leaving him mentally, physically, and spiritually exhausted.
Stories from Barth's own life — tap to jump right to them.
While reading prayer requests, Barth mentions Katie’s money stress and Little Squo’s slip-up after 45 days, then relates it to his own recovery history, saying he’s had many slip-ups but has been eight years without one while staying humble
After Commando asks Barth what role he plays in his friend group, Barth answers personally: he’s the encourager, the worrier who thinks through worst-case scenarios, and the one who usually ends up picking up the tab.
During the hunting and meat debate, after guests argue over killing animals versus buying from corporations, Barth relates it to his own life by explaining what meat he eats, that he doesn’t kill it himself, sometimes buys deer from a neigh
Kristen senses a deep sorrow that Barth has learned to live with; Barth says she is dead on and explains that three major events in five years created that ache, beginning with the story of his father’s COVID hospitalization.
After Kristen reacts to his father being put on remdesivir and a ventilator, Barth explains that he knew what that meant, documented every call, wasn’t allowed to visit because he was unvaccinated, and kept bringing his dad their favorite I
Continuing the hospital-visit story, Barth says he realized he would regret not trying to see his dad, so he went to Walgreens, jokingly bribed the nurse for 'the one with saline,' got the card, then lost it when the hospital still refused
When Kristen jokes about the toilet-paper shortage and fear during COVID, Barth connects it to his sobriety: his men’s recovery group was locked down, he feared relapse, but instead of driving to the liquor store he went home, prayed, and s
After Kristen asks for clarity about whether his wife’s family bribed her to divorce him, Barth explains that they took her out of the will unless she left him, and says money became the wedge that helped destroy the marriage.
Kirsten describes a profound spiritual journey since 2017, feeling guided by God through overwhelming spiritual experiences. Barth says he can relate and tells his own story of hitting bottom in 2018 after a multi-day drinking bender, pulli
Kirsten says she had bizarre experiences pulling into fast-food drive-throughs where nobody responded, including a KFC at lunchtime. Barth turns it into a relatable joke from his own life, comparing it to every Popeyes he has ever visited.
Dustin says he’s accepted losing everything and getting beaten down while living on the road; Barth relates with his own time doing road sales as a heavy drinker, explaining how hotels and isolation can wreck your head and why changing peop
Baxter talks through making more money while DoorDashing, and Barth connects by admitting he also drives Uber for extra money while rebuilding, then shares how he went from a country-club lifestyle to his parents’ attic and worked his way b
While talking to Baxter about wasted potential and what holds someone back, Barth reveals the thing that held him back was drinking, then gives a vivid personal account of his daily intake and the morning-after ritual he used just to functi
Baxter says he graduated high school only to later learn he had failed his last exam and had been pushed through. Barth jokes about the diploma, then relates by saying school was mostly just a piece of paper to him too, and that he did just
Baxter talks about feeling stuck, complacent, and unsure why he should work or keep climbing. Barth answers with his own memory of being sunk so low that the climb back felt impossible, and says what helped him was listening to guidance eve
After Baxter struggles on mute and the room talks about planting a seed, Barth says he recognizes that place because he has been there. He explains that this is why he stays up late doing the show: he quit drinking eight years ago, still th
Monica says a seed has to be buried in darkness and struggle toward the light. Barth connects that to the seed that changed him: a woman from high school openly posting about quitting drinking while he was still drunk-posting, deleting thin
Chelsea shares how her brother’s drug addiction shaped her compassion for people in addiction and why she hates dehumanizing labels. Barth responds with a personal reset, saying nights like this selfishly help him remember how bad his drink
After Katie and Scott/Zach connect over the grief of losing a child, Barth frames the moment by sharing that when he goes through issues, talking to a stranger without fear of judgment has always helped him.
After Scott/Zach thanks everyone and people offer condolences for losses, Barth asks whether saying 'I'm sorry' feels okay, then compares it to his own sobriety milestone and how 'I'm proud of you' can oddly bother him.
Taylor closes the room with a public prayer, and Barth responds with admiration, joking from his own life that when he gets asked to pray at Thanksgiving he starts stuttering.
After Scott/Zach says his biggest prayer request is sleep because he is exhausted from days of barely resting, Barth shares that after heavy nights like this his own brain keeps replaying the conversations, and he uses music to help settle
Every moment Barth talks about his faith — tap to listen.
Barth opens the show by reading from a prayer book and naming people and needs he is praying for, including stress, healing, recovery, kindness, and peace.
Introducing distance healing, Barth says he appreciates that Kristen connects it to Jesus, and he shares his belief that listening to Jesus can eventually heal what hurts.
When Kristen asks permission for the Father to work through her for his healing, Barth sincerely welcomes it.
While recounting being kept from visiting his hospitalized father, Barth says he had a nurse mark the correct window so he would know where to pray.
Barth describes fear threatening his sobriety during COVID, then says God got ahold of him and pushed him to create a recovery Zoom group instead of giving up.
Barth frames his view of corruption in the medical and business worlds through his faith, referring to being a man of God and to the second coming.
Barth says his nightly room repeatedly brings together people who need to meet, suggesting their lives have been guided to that moment.
Barth explains that he could have sought another investor to fix his finances and possibly save his marriage, but says God told him not to, and that what made no sense then is beginning to make sense.
Barth shares his sobriety testimony: after a days-long bender and feeling he was failing as a father and husband, he pulled into an ER parking lot and addressed God, sensing a choice to detox, quit drinking, and spend his life telling other
Barth continues the testimony, describing how the coin landed on tails, he entered the hospital, detoxed, and woke up to an elderly woman named Hope who reminded him of his deal with God and told him he would need to trust Him and lean in w
After Johnny raps about preaching truth, planting seeds, and the Holy Ghost, Barth warmly affirms the faith-filled performance and says he appreciates a man using lyrics to glorify God.
While describing the turning point in his sobriety, Barth says he felt God come to him with a command to fix his life, and in return to help many other people who also needed fixing.
Barth says continuing the late-night conversations has cost him personally, but he keeps doing it because he believes God directs him each night: what to do, who to talk to, and what to say.
After a guest connects Satan, Job, and the biblical idea of dust, Barth responds that they had studied that connection recently, reflecting on the scriptural theme of being made from dust and returning to dust.
While responding to a grieving father sharing a photo of his son, Barth notes that they are collecting and writing down prayers during the night before moving toward closing the show.
After Taylor offers to close the show with prayer, Barth affirms it, asks whether anyone has specific prayer requests to put in the prayer book, and says he values having someone pray publicly to end the show.
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